11/21/2008

Reality tv, fix me?

I'm a mess. My attitudes and actions need overhauling.

here's a question: How come I don't know how to TRY? why does everything have to be all or nothing in my life? I can see grey everywhere else! and I can see everyone elses big picture!

and I'm lonely, I just want my girlfriends. and comfort.

and teddybears don't do their job anymore.

1 comment:

a.hlewka said...

I've always been an all or nothing girl... and in my current romantic situation, it's an experiment in terms of the no mans land between everything and nothing. It tears me apart sometimes... and other times, it's all I have.